dan’s will

But never of you.

In every dream I am twelve years old. I have a mother. I have a father. I can fly and sometimes kill. I don’t drink nearly enough. And sometimes I die.

Death is my favorite part of any dream. It very rarely happens. I wonder if life is the same. It only happens once — must be the best. MUST MUST MUST – i hate words like this. and that.

And shat and hat. In my dreams, I never dream. I don’t know if that makes sense (if it can be communicated) but it is very sad.

P.S. My favorite death was in a dream I had when I was around fifteen years old. Some guy in a garage. A garage attached to my house. I was trying to kill him, but failed. He got an ax and stabbed me in the back ten times. In my spine. It was sharp like a nail drilled into an eye. I have never had this dream again. I think about it more often than anything. As in ten to twelve times a day. Let’s just say any time you are talking to me, this is what may be running through my head. The odds are high.

Hey, so who is damn sick of all these blogs about the latest game I’m playing, how I chilled the weekend before last and all the other bland posts that appear on this site every week or so?

I was waiting for someone to say something. I mean, I could be writing a post about not going to church or reading a single book for over a year now. I could write about marriage, my desk job and my thoughts on my childhood.

I just took a nice salt bath. Very relaxing. Last night Jay, Phil, Liz and I stayed up till like 3am clock playing risk. We played missions style so we got three games in. I won the first, Liz the second, and Phil the third. Luckily we got the extra hour this morning.

Bonnie Prince Billy last Monday night played so amazing. I was in the front. They did a full set then came back for a three song encore. We watched three episodes of Sopranos tonight. I finished my RPG, submitted it and now I feel like I have so much free time. What to do next…

Im a twelve year old boy.

So, I’ve been spending a lot of time making my RPG. I found an online RPG Maker community, which has a contest ending Nov. 1st. This gave me a lot of motivation to make a quick game. I’m about done. I’m just finishing up the last 1/5th of the adventure, and playtesting/polishing the rest. I set up a “teaser” page over at the “wiki” site the RPG maker community just started up.

Go check it out.

 My alias in the RPG community is atreides.

Tonight we are going to Casbah to see Magnolia Electric Company (songs:ohia)!

Last week, I ended up getting Liz’s sickness. I had fevers and chills throughout the weekend. I’m still all congested. It sucked since we were both sick, trying to take care of one another.

But tonight is the show, and then we both have tomorrow off for a chill three day weekend.